people will never know what i can do if i cant say it to them.

there are only two things here. get the skill to the next level, or get better at explaining it.

the first one takes a long time. i will lose chances because i am not good at telling people what i can do.

the second one takes less time to start and it gets better the more i use it. and it sits on top of whatever skill i have, so i get more chances.

the thing i am best at is the thing i explain badly, because i forgot what it was like before i knew it.