the place, the people near me, songs, news, my own thoughts, all of it goes into a decision. i should think twice before i act.

people stop themselves from finding out things that are true because the truth would not match what they already believe.

i want people around me who support me and believe i can do something good. no extra expectation from them. if i succeed they are there and if i am broke they are also there. same people.

people who ask about my mental and physical health.

then there are people who never change, while everyone is changing all the time. me also.

i find it strange that people behave differently with different people. it means people are not consistent. they change based on where they are.

i do this too and i dont like it about myself.

i am trying to react the same way no matter the situation.

but is this also a weakness. if people can predict me they can use me.

some consistency is good but so is reading the room. refusing to change is not strength.