are people even important?

smiling at someone and making their day slightly easier is important. we forget about the other life on this planet while we are busy with our own.

people want something from everyone. when i look at it like that i am also doing the same thing.

we make a difficult situation, then we solve it, and we feel everything while doing it.

if i dont understand why i matter in this world then i am not going to understand why people matter in my life.

i am a burden on this earth. i know that. i take less than i should but i do take. there are people who dont even know this is happening and they are heavier than i am.

some days i think about ending it just so i stop being a burden on the earth.

when i measure myself i use the same scale i use for everyone else. so i always come out negative. and then i decide i should not be here. the measuring is wrong, not me.